Dedicated to...

[winter rose]

There are some people in our lives who mean more to us than our very souls. People who can give us hope when we lose all that we believed in, people who can make us feel that simply existing with them is a breathe right out of heaven, people who can comfort us when all others fail, people who can understand the unspoken secrets of our very hearts, people who love us so unconditionally...that it humbles us.

How does one go about telling of such people? For no words can do justice to them. No descriptions, no explanations... can tell who they are or what they mean to us.

I feel like keeping this person all to myself. That no others deserve to know about how my entire being lives for this very person. To have such a person in my life, in my very family is beautiful. Something so perfect...that I fear I should protect it, shield it from the rest of the world. For the world has some cruel people...people who don't see the beauty of others...people who instead...try to destroy it.

However, I know what this person has done for others...and what this person had done for me...and I don't think I would ever be able to repay for all I have gotten to this day. It is what I will cherish all my life.

Knowing somebody is there who loves me so much, and that I can go and Fas will make all my worries go away...is something for which I thank Allah every single day. Every single moment. Because very few such people like Fas exist in our world. Very few people would put somebody else before even themselves . Very few people would be so caring and loving. And it's strange that he doesn't realize what a special person I consider him to be.

Fas is somebody I hold all my dreams...hopes...wishes...prayers...my very life upon. He is somebody who can understand my sorrows and my joys...and share them. Somebody who I smile for. Somebody who I live for. Sometimes when things go wrong in life...we forget that things do work out...but all in all what I never forget... is that I have my very own angel right next to me, always there for me, always ready to make me feel that life really is very beautiful.

Oh yeah and I adore him to bits. And I just wanted to share this. Hope theres no SYM policy about being overly mushy.

(oh yeah magrus, DW, luis, and all others how are you all, its been a while since Ive been around here)

[Magrus]

I think you've just made me restore my belief in love dear lady. That was beautiful, and I know exactly how you feel there. I'm glad the two of you are happy together, although you have taken my perverted driver from my college and plans of world domination away from me.

As far as how to tell the person...I used to write poems for my special someone. I haven't been able to in 3 years or so, but thats what I used to do. I've got a friend that sings instead, and another who paints things. Somehow everyone finds a special way to show their special someone how they truly feel.

As far as how I am, I'm alright. Start a job I don't really think I'll enjoy so I have money to enjoy my new appartment with. I've moved in with the only two friends I've got left I can trust and enjoy in my company and it's been wonderful so far. I've been busy nearly constantly, but it's fun and relaxing all the same.

[Galuf the Dwarf]

Awww... that's nice of you, WR. Giving the guy what he deserves.

Oh, and if it will soothe your conscience, being overly mushy in SYM ain't a problem. May look a little off-standard, but if it's how you feel (and doesn't break Forum Rule #3), post it.

Me, I'm finding it hard to make some sort of dedication to. I can make it to a number of people I know. Wish I had a sweetheart to dedicate such to, but... nope. Ladies haven't gone beyond the friendship range with me.

Give me a week or so and I'll probably make a decision.

But anyways... *clears throat*

It is sort-of tricky to go about telling your... er, dedicated person about that, at least IMHO. It may rub that person the right way or it may not. Just have to play your cards right (if you know what I mean), I think.

Still, how's a 21-year-old not-too-social one like myself able to say this?

[giles337]

Hang on.... This isn't a joke? A thread dedicated to Fas?

I belive in telling people how I feel. It saves complication in the long run.

There are several people on this board who have helped me out when I needed it, but couldn't turn to someone I knew personally, for fear of being judged/saying something I shouldn't. They know who they are, and I thank them for it, more than they can know.

In real life, there are a few people who I can turn to, but for some reason, a lot of them are people I don't know amazingly closely. I don't know why I feel more comfortable telling people I know less about whats troubling me; maybe its an integral fear, that, if they think I'm stupid for it, I won't have lost as much; or maybe its becuase I know a quite large number of people, from different social groups, and I go to different groups for different things

I don't know why I feel more comfortable telling people I know less about whats troubling me; maybe its an integral fear, that, if they think I'm stupid for it, I won't have lost as much; or maybe its becuase I know a quite large number of people, from different social groups, and I go to different groups for different things,

But I know exactly what WR means about having someone there all the time.
There is only one person I am unbelivably close to, who I can talk to about anything, but there is a problem, because she is of the opposite sex, people always misinterpret our closeness. I expect in time, people will grow up and understand, but just becuase she means more to me than anythign in the world, people assume I just want to "get in her pants." It also causes problem when I'm in a relationship, becuse other people find it hard to understand why I spend so much time with another girl. You are very lucky WR, not only to have Fas, but to be married to him. I wish you both all the best.

[Brynn]

[QUOTE=giles337]You are very lucky WR, not only to have Fas, but to be married to him. I wish you both all the best. [/QUOTE]
Married...? Did I miss something?

[CM]

We are not married. Well not officially and stuff. But in heart and mind very much so. I am just very surprised she posted this. I never knew *sniff*

[C Elegans]

[QUOTE=CM]I am just very surprised she posted this. I never knew *sniff*[/QUOTE]

LOL, and so you found out by reading a post at a public message board

[VonDondu]

You really went overboard, WR. I like it.

[Locke Da'averan]

[QUOTE=CM] We are not married. Well not officially and stuff. But in heart and mind very much so. I am just very surprised she posted this. I never knew *sniff*[/QUOTE]

OMG! 2-3 years ago, i would've betted my soul that fas would be the last that a women would love so much , well i'm joking of course and i am very happy for you two

there are ppl more dear to me than life and one for who i'd die for, but that special someone that you two have found from each other... man, i truly hope that everyone could atleast once experience what you have WR&Fas for there is no greater feeling that being in love with the right person who loves you back. I hope you have a truly magnificient life together and that we're all invited to the wedding

[Brynn]

[QUOTE=Locke Da'averan]i'm joking of course [/QUOTE]
No, no, seriously!

WR's post makes me wonder whether it is really neccessary to tell the other how you feel - of course, if you feel like it, don't keep it inside but some ppl find it hard to speak about deep emotions, I wonder if that's bad or not... Surely love can be expressed in many different ways, not just words - what do you think, how important it is to say what you feel?

[Cuchulain82]

Tastefully done WR, tastefully done.