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- Locke Da'averan
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- Chimaera182
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[QUOTE=Magrus]@Chimaera182, I'm torn between loving a dead girl and the girl who can't remember our time together earlier this year. I can at least talk to the second one, although what's been lost I won't have back. It's odd...she's that same, aside from forgetting that time, and having moved on and found someone else. Meh, what I wouldn't give for another long, drawn-out, bad breakup. It's so much easier than the odd ones I've gone through lately.[/QUOTE]
I'm not sure how I should feel about that... I have trouble remembering most of the things I did with my ex. Some were quite memorable, but there's been at least once instance where the name completely slipped my mind. And I don't know if I'd call my break-up a bad one or an odd one, because it's been rather mixed. Yeah, I've felt awful--sometimes--but I've since made a friend I fool around with and fooled around with 4 different people last week (three of them around the same time I was slipping back into my "woe as me, why did we break up?" phase).
[QUOTE=Demortis]ya know, i have learned, at least the girl i loved is alive wants to be with me, but with another guy, (still think that eliminating him would help some
) but their happy together, i should just drink it off and go on right?
ya know, its interesting. i pride my self on not having emotions, yet i still have them..... i guess that old sayin, "nice guys finish last" is right.... i hate bein a nice guy.[/QUOTE]
I always thought I might find some comfort in that, but it turned out I was human after all. To me, love meant doing whatever would make my lover happy, which is why I kind of let the break-up occur (although during that lovely conversation I wound up being in a rather dazed, shocked state which lasted a few hours). So if my ex wanted to break up, and if that would make my ex happy, I would go with it. Of course, I turned out to be more human, and have gone through lovely stages, like wishing we were still together, wishing my ex was dead, trying to fill the void with others... So, yeah, drinking it off sounds fun.
I also prided myself on not having emotions, but I knew that wasn't entirely true to begin with; I tend to be quite emotional on the inside yet quite emotionally passive on the outside. And half my yearbooks are signed by girls who said I was nice and should never change, so yeah, I'm a nice guy, too. I don't just finish last, though; I don't even qualify for the race, I'm too busy being walked all over.
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I'm not sure how I should feel about that... I have trouble remembering most of the things I did with my ex. Some were quite memorable, but there's been at least once instance where the name completely slipped my mind. And I don't know if I'd call my break-up a bad one or an odd one, because it's been rather mixed. Yeah, I've felt awful--sometimes--but I've since made a friend I fool around with and fooled around with 4 different people last week (three of them around the same time I was slipping back into my "woe as me, why did we break up?" phase).
[QUOTE=Demortis]ya know, i have learned, at least the girl i loved is alive wants to be with me, but with another guy, (still think that eliminating him would help some
ya know, its interesting. i pride my self on not having emotions, yet i still have them..... i guess that old sayin, "nice guys finish last" is right.... i hate bein a nice guy.[/QUOTE]
I always thought I might find some comfort in that, but it turned out I was human after all. To me, love meant doing whatever would make my lover happy, which is why I kind of let the break-up occur (although during that lovely conversation I wound up being in a rather dazed, shocked state which lasted a few hours). So if my ex wanted to break up, and if that would make my ex happy, I would go with it. Of course, I turned out to be more human, and have gone through lovely stages, like wishing we were still together, wishing my ex was dead, trying to fill the void with others... So, yeah, drinking it off sounds fun.
I also prided myself on not having emotions, but I knew that wasn't entirely true to begin with; I tend to be quite emotional on the inside yet quite emotionally passive on the outside. And half my yearbooks are signed by girls who said I was nice and should never change, so yeah, I'm a nice guy, too. I don't just finish last, though; I don't even qualify for the race, I'm too busy being walked all over.
General: "Those aren't ideas; those are special effects."
Michael Bay: "I don't understand the difference."
Michael Bay: "I don't understand the difference."
First post in the HC:
03-10-2004, 08:31 PM (296 days to 2005)
5,000th post in the HC:
04-26-2005, 10:25 PM (116th day of 2005. The first 5000 took the heathens 412 days.
)
10,000th post in the HC:
06-23-2005, 10:15 PM (174th day of 2005. This time, 5000 took only 58 days!
)
15,000th post in the HC:
09-18-2005, 07:46 PM (261st day of 2005. 87 days.
)
Compare and quiver
First post in the SF:
08-23-2005, 09:14 PM (235th day of 2005.)
5,000th post in the SF:
09-08-2005, 02:16 AM (251th day of 2005. 5000 in 16 days....)
6,000 on 09-11 (3)
7,000 on 09-15 (4)
8,000 on 09-21 (6)
9,000th post in the SF
today, 08:22 09-27-2005 (270th day of 2005. 4000 in 19 days.) (6)
10,000th post in the SF
expected at maximum at 10-04-2005 (277th day of 2005, 42 days after creation...
)
Other interesting facts:
post #666 in the HC held by: werebeargoddess.
post #666 in the SF held by: juniper1028.
post #666 in the Flop House: T'Lainya.
post #666 in AC's Bar, Grrrrril and Big Brother Spamfest: C_Elegans
I see a pattern, you female demons.
03-10-2004, 08:31 PM (296 days to 2005)
5,000th post in the HC:
04-26-2005, 10:25 PM (116th day of 2005. The first 5000 took the heathens 412 days.
10,000th post in the HC:
06-23-2005, 10:15 PM (174th day of 2005. This time, 5000 took only 58 days!
15,000th post in the HC:
09-18-2005, 07:46 PM (261st day of 2005. 87 days.
Compare and quiver
First post in the SF:
08-23-2005, 09:14 PM (235th day of 2005.)
5,000th post in the SF:
09-08-2005, 02:16 AM (251th day of 2005. 5000 in 16 days....)
6,000 on 09-11 (3)
7,000 on 09-15 (4)
8,000 on 09-21 (6)
9,000th post in the SF
today, 08:22 09-27-2005 (270th day of 2005. 4000 in 19 days.) (6)
10,000th post in the SF
expected at maximum at 10-04-2005 (277th day of 2005, 42 days after creation...
Other interesting facts:
post #666 in the HC held by: werebeargoddess.
post #666 in the SF held by: juniper1028.
post #666 in the Flop House: T'Lainya.
post #666 in AC's Bar, Grrrrril and Big Brother Spamfest: C_Elegans
I see a pattern, you female demons.
[size=-1]An optimist is a badly informed pessimist.[/size]
- Fiberfar
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What is even more important is who posted post nr. 333..... ![Big Grin :D](./images/smilies/)
[QUOTE=Luis Antonio]ONLY RETARDED PEOPLE WRITE WITH CAPS ON. Good thing I press shift
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[QUOTE=Luis Antonio]Bah! Bunch of lamers! Ye need the lesson of the true powergamer: Play mages, name them Koffi Annan, and only use non-intervention spells! Buwahahahahah![/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Luis Antonio]Bah! Bunch of lamers! Ye need the lesson of the true powergamer: Play mages, name them Koffi Annan, and only use non-intervention spells! Buwahahahahah![/QUOTE]
- Demortis
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[QUOTE=Chimaera182]I also prided myself on not having emotions, but I knew that wasn't entirely true to begin with; I tend to be quite emotional on the inside yet quite emotionally passive on the outside. And half my yearbooks are signed by girls who said I was nice and should never change, so yeah, I'm a nice guy, too. I don't just finish last, though; I don't even qualify for the race, I'm too busy being walked all over.
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well, right now, the other guy just made the strange comment that i put her through guilt trips. this is something that bothers me. yes i know i do this, but i try very hard not to. its something i grew up with.... but this guy makes the comment that i do it all the time. now i need to go hit something. get rid of this anger
well, right now, the other guy just made the strange comment that i put her through guilt trips. this is something that bothers me. yes i know i do this, but i try very hard not to. its something i grew up with.... but this guy makes the comment that i do it all the time. now i need to go hit something. get rid of this anger
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Have you ever wondered why, in a dream you can touch a falling sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you. - Godsmack
Have you ever wondered why, in a dream you can touch a falling sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you. - Godsmack
- Locke Da'averan
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- Demortis
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where is everyone? im all alone and no one to drink booze with.... i miss the good old days. (insomnia sucks.......)
Zombies are not real! The Government is still doin Human trails!
Have you ever wondered why, in a dream you can touch a falling sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you. - Godsmack
Have you ever wondered why, in a dream you can touch a falling sky? Or fly to the heavens that watch over you. - Godsmack
- Luis Antonio
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