Guys, The RPGs i've played have never really been... satisfying.
I want an RPG that... through your character... shows the battles and strain that you are going through... i Want scars. And if there are good and evil sides to choose from... I want giant angel wings if I'm really good, and a beam of light shooting down from the heavens on me always. Or if i'm evil I want the ground below me decaying away, fire sorta generating under each movement.
I know Fable did a decent job of this, showing scars, tatoos wearing away, hair growing out. But even then... another problem was when you were really good, u didn't have any permanent effects like horns (when evil)... u just had a halo and butterflies if u stood still long enough.
anyways... i'll get off my box.
Since this is a slightly different type of RPG request, I've made a new thread to garner some attention. Hopefully this will get you some answers. I'll change the thread title if you feel it is unsuitable.